School Break Crunch

Today was so sweet.

I went to Seth’s Kindergarten class and read two books to the students. Seth was totally excited to have me there. He sat on my lap while I read and helped turn the pages of the books. I chose one book re: conserving energy, in keeping with Earth Day. And, the other was a title after Seth’s own heart re: firetrucks and other vehicles doing their job and then turning in at the end of a busy work day. It was truly a tender moment that I’d love to capture. I did capture it in my heart and hope to preserve it there.

I find moments like this especially heartfelt and vital to my mom sanity because starting tomorrow, Seth will be off for the next week and a half from school, and I’m already feeling parenting pressure. What a difference a day can make. One day school, the next day, fulltime mommyhood. Keeping him busy and content 24/7 is no easy feat.

We are going away for part of the time to Vermont, but until then, my husband is still working late at present due to tax season, which has proven so taxing for all of us.

And, later this week is Passover, and we’re having my dad and Marc’s mom here for dinner. We weren’t up to major entertaining. Just too much work, and it’s never been my style, though I do appreciate being invited to someone else’s home, and I enjoy being with other people, and not just family, for holidays.

I’ve been anticipating this school break for weeks now. Being Seth’s official social coordinator, I’ve taken care to book playdates and explore local activities we might pursue. I’m even trying to schedule a gym workout for him…he loves going to my gym where he’s learning boxing and martial arts. And, it’s great for him. He’s in his element there.

As a result…I find myself particularly conscious of my time today since I know I won’t be able to get much done in the next week and a half workwise…and we also have to pack at some point.

I wish it felt like a vacation to me too this school break.

Don’t get me wrong. I am grateful to be able to sleep later and not rush to put Seth on the school bus in the morning. And, I do value my time with him, but it can get tiring, depending on his mood and willingness to chill a bit…which rarely happens. I’m not keen on plopping him in front of the tv for hours. Luckily the weather is getting a bit better here, though it’s a rainy week this week. If we can get to the park one day, that would be nice. I like being outdoors and see it as a chance to clear my own head.

I adore Seth, and he’s truly a little gem, but I’m being honest….these rather long school breaks make me feel like I need a vacation afterwards. Hmmmm…..perhaps it’s time to schedule a foot massage when Seth resumes school? (Something to look forward to.)